I just had to upload this. Tis cute. I can't believe only one week has passed. It feels like its been a long time. I can't believe it's only last Saturday I rushed about the Marden house making sure everything was in place, and that 9L suddenly appeared in the living room with cheese cake. And that I was nearly in tears saying bye to P. I'm terrible at saying bye. Even on the phone, it ends with awkward silence. Perhaps that's why I have a faulty phone that does the hanging up for me. Do you think it's an art? The people in Adelaide that I love, I would love to see them and be able to fellowship with them again. There's that sense of comfort, maybe because I'm not in-charge, and I can sit back and not answer during bible study. HA. And I like it that there's always someone with the complete set of answers. I like drying dishes every sunday after lunch cause I have no idea what else to do with myself. I like staying over at P's house, cause somehow, my food cravings get satisfied, and my sense of discipline goes up as well.
Truthfully, I might not belong entirely, the search for that sense of belonging somewhere resounds deep inside. Could be cause I'm weird. Hohoho. There's also that side that wants to escape reality, escape filling in forms that I know should be filled in. Transitions are hard- it takes courage to change the things I can change, serenity to accept what cannot be changed and wisdom to know the difference.
I just had to upload this. Tis cute. I can't believe only one week has passed. It feels like its been a long time. I can't believe it's only last Saturday I rushed about the Marden house making sure everything was in place, and that 9L suddenly appeared in the living room with cheese cake. And that I was nearly in tears saying bye to P. I'm terrible at saying bye. Even on the phone, it ends with awkward silence. Perhaps that's why I have a faulty phone that does the hanging up for me. Do you think it's an art? The people in Adelaide that I love, I would love to see them and be able to fellowship with them again. There's that sense of comfort, maybe because I'm not in-charge, and I can sit back and not answer during bible study. HA. And I like it that there's always someone with the complete set of answers. I like drying dishes every sunday after lunch cause I have no idea what else to do with myself. I like staying over at P's house, cause somehow, my food cravings get satisfied, and my sense of discipline goes up as well.
Truthfully, I might not belong entirely, the search for that sense of belonging somewhere resounds deep inside. Could be cause I'm weird. Hohoho. There's also that side that wants to escape reality, escape filling in forms that I know should be filled in. Transitions are hard- it takes courage to change the things I can change, serenity to accept what cannot be changed and wisdom to know the difference.
Although the fig tree shall not blossom
neither shall fruit be in the vines;
the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat;
the flock shall be cut off from the fold,
and there shall be no herd in the stalls:
Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will rejoice in the God of my salvation.
Habakkuk 3:17-18
This lullaby is only a few words
A simple run of chords
Quiet here in this spare room
But you can hear it, hear it
Wherever you may go
I will let you down
But this lullaby plays on
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transit in progress
I just had to upload this. Tis cute. I can't believe only one week has passed. It feels like its been a long time. I can't believe it's only last Saturday I rushed about the Marden house making sure everything was in place, and that 9L suddenly appeared in the living room with cheese cake. And that I was nearly in tears saying bye to P. I'm terrible at saying bye. Even on the phone, it ends with awkward silence. Perhaps that's why I have a faulty phone that does the hanging up for me. Do you think it's an art? The people in Adelaide that I love, I would love to see them and be able to fellowship with them again. There's that sense of comfort, maybe because I'm not in-charge, and I can sit back and not answer during bible study. HA. And I like it that there's always someone with the complete set of answers. I like drying dishes every sunday after lunch cause I have no idea what else to do with myself. I like staying over at P's house, cause somehow, my food cravings get satisfied, and my sense of discipline goes up as well. 
