I wonder why i dont ever put my 100% into something. Like Chermain who makes everything look perfect, or that uncle at the eatery who invites you warmly to come in and have a meal. Even now, while spending almost a half a day on FYP, it's still ploughing along, not speeding, and no, the results are not perfect. how i dislike my own attitude. That feeling that won't go away. Just sitting here not knowing quite how to tackle the enormity of the task of writing and writing.

i want to give it my best shot, to be faithful in everything i do, to learn to love other people. i want to worship God in spirit and in truth, to give my all to the one whose name is even too holy to be mentioned.

I wonder why i dont ever put my 100% into something. Like Chermain who makes everything look perfect, or that uncle at the eatery who invites you warmly to come in and have a meal. Even now, while spending almost a half a day on FYP, it's still ploughing along, not speeding, and no, the results are not perfect. how i dislike my own attitude. That feeling that won't go away. Just sitting here not knowing quite how to tackle the enormity of the task of writing and writing.

i want to give it my best shot, to be faithful in everything i do, to learn to love other people. i want to worship God in spirit and in truth, to give my all to the one whose name is even too holy to be mentioned.