Sarah got scolded for not blogging. lols. I got scolded for not wanting to eat lunch cause i had no money. Tsk.
Its wednesday already! :( But i spent a twinkly tuesday night with cheryl in my room prying through all my stuff. Not that there was anything to hide. Weird people exist. weird people with cash flowing out of their pockets are commonplace from what she describes. Why can't there be more nice people who tip hotel staff who work so hard to keep their rooms spick and span.
I wonder when we discover we (people) have more in common than they think they do. The society is always divided into groups. Even in smaller 'societies' we are also divided into groups. the atas and the non-atas, the better educated vs the supposedly 'non-educated'
was feeling quite irrate at the beginning of the week, with the added responsibilities and the crosses that i have to carry. I oft think about watch night service when we usually share about the year. I have thoughts about getting back at all of them high up. For making me go through all these, and not feeling at all appreciated. It takes gumption to use cognitive strategies to convince myself that my labour is not in vain.
devotional time every morning during breakfast really helps. Elizabeth Elliot really writes well. It always pierces the soul; makes me want to change the way i think. If these crosses i must carry, let me carry them without complaining or arguing. It could be just a case of sowing in tears.
Sarah got scolded for not blogging. lols. I got scolded for not wanting to eat lunch cause i had no money. Tsk.
Its wednesday already! :( But i spent a twinkly tuesday night with cheryl in my room prying through all my stuff. Not that there was anything to hide. Weird people exist. weird people with cash flowing out of their pockets are commonplace from what she describes. Why can't there be more nice people who tip hotel staff who work so hard to keep their rooms spick and span.
I wonder when we discover we (people) have more in common than they think they do. The society is always divided into groups. Even in smaller 'societies' we are also divided into groups. the atas and the non-atas, the better educated vs the supposedly 'non-educated'
was feeling quite irrate at the beginning of the week, with the added responsibilities and the crosses that i have to carry. I oft think about watch night service when we usually share about the year. I have thoughts about getting back at all of them high up. For making me go through all these, and not feeling at all appreciated. It takes gumption to use cognitive strategies to convince myself that my labour is not in vain.
devotional time every morning during breakfast really helps. Elizabeth Elliot really writes well. It always pierces the soul; makes me want to change the way i think. If these crosses i must carry, let me carry them without complaining or arguing. It could be just a case of sowing in tears.
Although the fig tree shall not blossom
neither shall fruit be in the vines;
the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat;
the flock shall be cut off from the fold,
and there shall be no herd in the stalls:
Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will rejoice in the God of my salvation.
Habakkuk 3:17-18
This lullaby is only a few words
A simple run of chords
Quiet here in this spare room
But you can hear it, hear it
Wherever you may go
I will let you down
But this lullaby plays on
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