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CE tears
Saturday, November 24, 2007


say to those who are fearful hearted
do not be afraid
the Lod your God is strong
and with his mighty arms
when you call on his name
and he will come and save

not having my mp3 to distract me on mornings makes me tired... so i asked Cheryl wong to pray that i'll have a song on my heart in the morning and through the day.

thank you liru and meiqing for coming to get me today:) it made a whole lot of difference, rather than travelling that long road home alone. finally laughed for once, about banana cake in a whole week. maybe the other time was about chermain's turtle

hate it that whenever i close my eyes, i transport myself back to the ward. wanted to scream to myself "give me a break man. i'm at home'

we formed a CE support group on friday. felt good. think everyone's kinda frustrated.

we'll get by. and maybe it's time to commit it to God in prayer. it could have been worse, but it wasn't. maybe it'll be better tmr. but, yes, shall hang in there.


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Friday, November 16, 2007




That's weiheen and sarah's "butter" gourd plant. hopefully by the next time we visit it again, it'll bear flowers.
This week wasn't too bad:) even though i twas very very tired by friday and there's one more big hurdle to cross before we make it to christmas, it'll be fine. sarah jia you! hang in there too, my dear classmates!


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stardust
Saturday, November 10, 2007


stardust is really nice. oh my.. and i had nice company to watch it with too. which made all of it superbly nice. i don't usually enjoy romance stuff, but it wasn't too much, so it was just nice. And there was comedy thrown in too.. haha, so much so that me and evelyn couldn't stop laughing even after we left the cinema. Best of all, it's fantasy:) worth every single bit of my $9.

besides the nice movie, had lots of fun with evelyn.. haha. she's like one of the most generous people i know. brought along yummy jelly fish in a tuperware along with chopsticks.

soon it'll be monday. i don't want to stick my hand into the pan again. ^_^
poor valerie will have to bear with me till i get my previous two right.

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universal design
Wednesday, November 07, 2007



i'm supposed to blog about universal design, supposed to be reading my BCA code.. supposed to be joining forums, supposed to do research for all sorts of things.
the week has been pretty stormy, some things i wish i didn't know and don't know what to do bout them. doesn't help that splinting is on monday and for the umpteenth time the only thought in my fried brain was "here we go again" and it goes back into the heating pan. i wish i could wax my fingers like the vikings so that i can just stick my entire hand into the heating pan. but what felt entirely worse was that i just found myself one fine morning with a wall between me and God. it didn't feel right to eat, neither did i feel like fasting. the times that i ate when i should have fasted the food seemed bland.
things got better today.. after moping one night and i feel all better already spiritually. Walking around tpy central was hard.. i don't remember ever feeling so faint save for the last time i went to donate blood.
so many things to be done.. ^__^
but i shall hibernate now. so that maybe one fine day i'll stop looking like i'm all drained out of energy. and hopefully, with normal sleep, i'll shed some weight and still remain huggable to everyone who needs hugs
nites to val who went offline before i could reply.


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treetop walk
Friday, November 02, 2007



That was one saturday ago.. and a happy time at that. :) coolness. The guys i bet had lots of fun posing and taking some pictures of ants. big ones, small ones..
just some random things.. on 1/11 we were in the lift at 1:11pm
our butter gourd plants grew slightly bigger
mass media sale at 30%. i controlled myself and barely bought a thing. yay!
i want to watch stardust.
cell feels weird without jie around.
need to stress myself out soon


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This lullaby is only a few words
A simple run of chords
Quiet here in this spare room
But you can hear it, hear it
Wherever you may go
I will let you down
But this lullaby plays on

- "This lullaby" by Sarah Dessen

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