i'm supposed to blog about universal design, supposed to be reading my BCA code.. supposed to be joining forums, supposed to do research for all sorts of things.
the week has been pretty stormy, some things i wish i didn't know and don't know what to do bout them. doesn't help that splinting is on monday and for the umpteenth time the only thought in my fried brain was "here we go again" and it goes back into the heating pan. i wish i could wax my fingers like the vikings so that i can just stick my entire hand into the heating pan. but what felt entirely worse was that i just found myself one fine morning with a wall between me and God. it didn't feel right to eat, neither did i feel like fasting. the times that i ate when i should have fasted the food seemed bland.
things got better today.. after moping one night and i feel all better already spiritually. Walking around tpy central was hard.. i don't remember ever feeling so faint save for the last time i went to donate blood.
so many things to be done.. ^__^
but i shall hibernate now. so that maybe one fine day i'll stop looking like i'm all drained out of energy. and hopefully, with normal sleep, i'll shed some weight and still remain huggable to everyone who needs hugs
nites to val who went offline before i could reply.
i'm supposed to blog about universal design, supposed to be reading my BCA code.. supposed to be joining forums, supposed to do research for all sorts of things.
the week has been pretty stormy, some things i wish i didn't know and don't know what to do bout them. doesn't help that splinting is on monday and for the umpteenth time the only thought in my fried brain was "here we go again" and it goes back into the heating pan. i wish i could wax my fingers like the vikings so that i can just stick my entire hand into the heating pan. but what felt entirely worse was that i just found myself one fine morning with a wall between me and God. it didn't feel right to eat, neither did i feel like fasting. the times that i ate when i should have fasted the food seemed bland.
things got better today.. after moping one night and i feel all better already spiritually. Walking around tpy central was hard.. i don't remember ever feeling so faint save for the last time i went to donate blood.
so many things to be done.. ^__^
but i shall hibernate now. so that maybe one fine day i'll stop looking like i'm all drained out of energy. and hopefully, with normal sleep, i'll shed some weight and still remain huggable to everyone who needs hugs
nites to val who went offline before i could reply.
Although the fig tree shall not blossom
neither shall fruit be in the vines;
the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat;
the flock shall be cut off from the fold,
and there shall be no herd in the stalls:
Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will rejoice in the God of my salvation.
Habakkuk 3:17-18
This lullaby is only a few words
A simple run of chords
Quiet here in this spare room
But you can hear it, hear it
Wherever you may go
I will let you down
But this lullaby plays on
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