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Saturday, April 14, 2007




pretty right? God made the sky and the sea. I wonder how He balanced the colours, the contrast and added light to the sky. I took this when me and Jia min went on our little adventure after doing QT while everyone else was still sound alseep.

I was reading jie's blog, which led to me dropping by isaac's blog. love is so abstract.. [oh no, sarah is getting emo=( ] funny how it is, i was thinking on the way home how i sell fish, cause i like to protect myself, which is by not falling in love or letting love get to me. enclose the heart in some metal casing, lock it and throw away the key- the brass kind.

then i was reminded about my grandpa.. you can say that i have regret, because I procrestinated. 10 years. that's how long i promised to go back to canada but i never did. 10 years. i can't believe it myself how time flies, how i couldnt be bothered. and how he came to find me despite feeling the evilness of the cancer in him. unfilial granddaughter. how i hate my birthday. Maybe one day i'll find the courage to let go of this sadness..

But on the bright side, i thank God for being so faithful, so merciful.. cause i know grandpa is with him. back to figuring out my notes. ahhh. it's 1.30. i must break the cycle of sleeping at 2 soon. =X



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This lullaby is only a few words
A simple run of chords
Quiet here in this spare room
But you can hear it, hear it
Wherever you may go
I will let you down
But this lullaby plays on

- "This lullaby" by Sarah Dessen

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