The start of everything new.. and sarah is chronically fatigued. lols. i find it strange too.. i try to sleep earlier, like at 12 plus 1 then wake up at 6 plus 7. by right, it shouldnt be that bad. oh wells, i have one weekend to catch up on everything. yays.
Met up with Jaz, Iris and Mabel. We had fun walking around, eating and talking lots. Secretly, i know they miss me. haha. esp since they see each other almost all the time. I nearly fell asleep in the library while waiting for them. haha. in the LIBRARY. can you believe it?! holding a story book somemore.
Today, i was debating with myself at lunch. To go for youth meeting, cell or guan yue gathering. I tried to pick two out of the three- GY dinner being one of the two.. I miss my section so there. And, i promised Cheryl. So glad I saw Cheryl, Benice, Joan, Jeremy, Meng Hui, Kian Wei, Yinyong,Yong Xue... havent seen them in a year plus plus.. and like all gatherings I go to, i have nothing much to say. It's fun sitting there to watch people talk.. We found out that we're all single. lols. But also because of them, I decided not to go for cell. My conscience tugged and struggled for a long time before I decided. I'm glad I stayed though, but I'm also sorry that I missed cell. oh nvm.
I wonder if ever one fine day, I can quietly sit there and remain inconspicous and unnoticed. sounds cool.I wonder too, if i would ever go mad without any human contact. 7 days sound fine if I had lots of books to accompany me. But then again, I dont know exactly how it would be like. shrugs
The start of everything new.. and sarah is chronically fatigued. lols. i find it strange too.. i try to sleep earlier, like at 12 plus 1 then wake up at 6 plus 7. by right, it shouldnt be that bad. oh wells, i have one weekend to catch up on everything. yays.
Met up with Jaz, Iris and Mabel. We had fun walking around, eating and talking lots. Secretly, i know they miss me. haha. esp since they see each other almost all the time. I nearly fell asleep in the library while waiting for them. haha. in the LIBRARY. can you believe it?! holding a story book somemore.
Today, i was debating with myself at lunch. To go for youth meeting, cell or guan yue gathering. I tried to pick two out of the three- GY dinner being one of the two.. I miss my section so there. And, i promised Cheryl. So glad I saw Cheryl, Benice, Joan, Jeremy, Meng Hui, Kian Wei, Yinyong,Yong Xue... havent seen them in a year plus plus.. and like all gatherings I go to, i have nothing much to say. It's fun sitting there to watch people talk.. We found out that we're all single. lols. But also because of them, I decided not to go for cell. My conscience tugged and struggled for a long time before I decided. I'm glad I stayed though, but I'm also sorry that I missed cell. oh nvm.
I wonder if ever one fine day, I can quietly sit there and remain inconspicous and unnoticed. sounds cool.I wonder too, if i would ever go mad without any human contact. 7 days sound fine if I had lots of books to accompany me. But then again, I dont know exactly how it would be like. shrugs
Although the fig tree shall not blossom
neither shall fruit be in the vines;
the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat;
the flock shall be cut off from the fold,
and there shall be no herd in the stalls:
Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will rejoice in the God of my salvation.
Habakkuk 3:17-18
This lullaby is only a few words
A simple run of chords
Quiet here in this spare room
But you can hear it, hear it
Wherever you may go
I will let you down
But this lullaby plays on
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