This was supposed to be up last week, but it couldnt be posted? so, cross my fingers now.
Larry the cucumber. It reminds of the busy song. It goes : cause I'm busy, busy, shockingly busy. You have no idea what I have to do. Busy Busy awfully busy, much much to busy for you... Now, looking at the state of my room, substitute the busy with messy. My room's not messy. Oh no. It's just that everything has been put nicely in stacks underneath my bed. There was 1904 outing today=) Just sitting there and watching everyone animate their way around feels like we never really went our own ways, but then of course, that's not true. Cause everything they talk about is Uni and Army. There was a lot of chicken left, all cut into pieces. I think I'll stay off chicken for the rest of the week. hee. delph smsed in the middle of the week telling me to aim to study harder than her. Mabel asks me to study hard too. therefore, it's time for the tomato to get down to work. phootzies. I have the I-want-to-go-far-far-away feeling after the uni talk on friday. hee. Dear all, please constantly remind me to study hard. yays!
(added on) I'm supposed to be purposefully studying today. oh my. lols. It's been a great week. I told Fiona that we'll probably take a long time to integrate into our new class, but hey, it's been going well so far. *so smiles* They are all so nice. Really. And lectures with them is like a picnic. So much food going round. I should catch on this habit. I miss visiting my friendsies at NTU on fridays. haha. One last thing, keep all those peeps taking A's and O's in your prayers.
the PSI today is 81. ouch. oh wells. This morning in church, I suddenly realised how blessed I was the entire of last week. It wasnt that bad, even though it started off a bit rocky in the beginning. Kinda felt like a tomato being thrown on the floor a few times. Squashed. Ahh. But the fortunately, this tomato is pretty special. Even after being squashed, it'll return to normal after a while. =P ho ho ho.
oOps. I think I scared everyone at cell today by just bursting into tears. I was trying very hard not to. But today's topic really spoke to me. At the begining of the week I was feeling really very helpless, more of with you not being in church, and then the class transfer thing. So how my week went came out in spurts and bits and pieces. I don't know how next week will be, being in the other class and all. But somehow, I always have that faith that everything will work out fine. For sure it'll be different, because the teachers did such a good job of splitting the class the first time round. How bad can it get right. haha.. And then, I was with my classmates from tuesday to thursday, so, my defence mechanism kicked in and kept me from thinking too much. thank you all for letting me sob my way through.. heee. the sun shines again=)
oh oh.. I donated blood for the first time in my life!! Which proves that my veins aren't too small. la la la. It feels good to see that blackish red liquid flow out, knowing that someone else is going to use it.
My weakness is made perfect in his strength. There's nothing my God cannot do. YAYS
Think some of you need this.. Dedicating Sarah's new favourite song to you!
Rescue me
Planetshakers
When I’m alone the world is such a different place Sometimes its hard to keep the smile upon my face It seems like I try so hard and still I let you down Its taken so long but now there’s one thing that I’ve found
When everything starts crashing down When all I know falls to the ground When darkness comes and I can't see You're always there to rescue me
Just when I think that I’ve got it figured out You open my eyes and let me see that there’s no doubt But you've got it all within the power of your hand It seems like the more I know the less I understand
When everything starts crashing down When all I know falls to the ground When darkness comes and I can't see You're always there to rescue me
When all my strength has turned to fear When I wonder if you're near When I don’t know how to break free You're always there to rescue me
I wonder if I’ll make it through this darkest night I need to know your strength in me gonna win this fight I’m reaching out wont you take my hand show me to the light I know you're by my side It seems like I try so hard and still I let you down Its taken so long but now there’s one thing that I’ve found
When everything starts crashing down When all I know falls to the ground When darkness comes and I can't see You're always there to rescue me
When all my strength has turned to fear When I wonder if you're near When I don’t know how to break free You're always there to rescue me
I was just telling jaz yesterday how when i hear this song ringing from my Hp it sounds more like background music.. hehe. oOps. Anyway, i went to see my friendsies at NTU yesterday. I intended to see only 3 people and ended up seeing more.. Like Kimmy, Banana Boo and Jing Yi darling, Julia.. Isn't that amazing. Lols
I remember when I first prayed the sinner's prayer. I think I felt more relieved than anything else because at least i got a one-way ticket to heaven. That was when I was 10 or 11. But faith in God is more than that. Jie Liz prodded and encouraged us to do our QT, to pray and to rely on God. I don't ever think there was a time I ever regreted spending at least 5 minutes a day reading my bible or praying and talking to God. There were of course times when I didn't feel like reading my bible or doing my quiet time. In times of spiritual dryness, there will come a turning point, when I feel that I actually miss God, miss reading the bible and talking to him. For Him who loves me so much that He died for me through the most terrible way possible, I think I can never love Him back to that extent.. I'm still trying though, and reminding myself to try, day by day.
Very very encouraged at how the younger girls are trying. That's one prayer answered=)
my becca flew off to korea today.. 10.30pm. Dear God, please protect my 金龟. i miss her already.. haha. she even called me from the airport.. lols.Of course, using the free phone service in the airport. =P funny how is it, with your girlfriends you can imagine the rest of your life laughing together with them. To the extent of even imagining bunking in with them for the rest of your working life.. haha. I'm waiting for Iris to drive me around. and for jasmine to buy our cave.. then me and 金龟- we shall stay near each other. in the same block. well, that's her plan. or even better, she's saving up for a bungalow for her dog and I'm supposed to live next to her. hehee. it's nice to dream sometimes. yea
This was supposed to be up last week, but it couldnt be posted? so, cross my fingers now.
Larry the cucumber. It reminds of the busy song. It goes : cause I'm busy, busy, shockingly busy. You have no idea what I have to do. Busy Busy awfully busy, much much to busy for you... Now, looking at the state of my room, substitute the busy with messy. My room's not messy. Oh no. It's just that everything has been put nicely in stacks underneath my bed. There was 1904 outing today=) Just sitting there and watching everyone animate their way around feels like we never really went our own ways, but then of course, that's not true. Cause everything they talk about is Uni and Army. There was a lot of chicken left, all cut into pieces. I think I'll stay off chicken for the rest of the week. hee. delph smsed in the middle of the week telling me to aim to study harder than her. Mabel asks me to study hard too. therefore, it's time for the tomato to get down to work. phootzies. I have the I-want-to-go-far-far-away feeling after the uni talk on friday. hee. Dear all, please constantly remind me to study hard. yays!
(added on) I'm supposed to be purposefully studying today. oh my. lols. It's been a great week. I told Fiona that we'll probably take a long time to integrate into our new class, but hey, it's been going well so far. *so smiles* They are all so nice. Really. And lectures with them is like a picnic. So much food going round. I should catch on this habit. I miss visiting my friendsies at NTU on fridays. haha. One last thing, keep all those peeps taking A's and O's in your prayers.
the PSI today is 81. ouch. oh wells. This morning in church, I suddenly realised how blessed I was the entire of last week. It wasnt that bad, even though it started off a bit rocky in the beginning. Kinda felt like a tomato being thrown on the floor a few times. Squashed. Ahh. But the fortunately, this tomato is pretty special. Even after being squashed, it'll return to normal after a while. =P ho ho ho.
oOps. I think I scared everyone at cell today by just bursting into tears. I was trying very hard not to. But today's topic really spoke to me. At the begining of the week I was feeling really very helpless, more of with you not being in church, and then the class transfer thing. So how my week went came out in spurts and bits and pieces. I don't know how next week will be, being in the other class and all. But somehow, I always have that faith that everything will work out fine. For sure it'll be different, because the teachers did such a good job of splitting the class the first time round. How bad can it get right. haha.. And then, I was with my classmates from tuesday to thursday, so, my defence mechanism kicked in and kept me from thinking too much. thank you all for letting me sob my way through.. heee. the sun shines again=)
oh oh.. I donated blood for the first time in my life!! Which proves that my veins aren't too small. la la la. It feels good to see that blackish red liquid flow out, knowing that someone else is going to use it.
My weakness is made perfect in his strength. There's nothing my God cannot do. YAYS
Think some of you need this.. Dedicating Sarah's new favourite song to you!
Rescue me
Planetshakers
When I’m alone the world is such a different place Sometimes its hard to keep the smile upon my face It seems like I try so hard and still I let you down Its taken so long but now there’s one thing that I’ve found
When everything starts crashing down When all I know falls to the ground When darkness comes and I can't see You're always there to rescue me
Just when I think that I’ve got it figured out You open my eyes and let me see that there’s no doubt But you've got it all within the power of your hand It seems like the more I know the less I understand
When everything starts crashing down When all I know falls to the ground When darkness comes and I can't see You're always there to rescue me
When all my strength has turned to fear When I wonder if you're near When I don’t know how to break free You're always there to rescue me
I wonder if I’ll make it through this darkest night I need to know your strength in me gonna win this fight I’m reaching out wont you take my hand show me to the light I know you're by my side It seems like I try so hard and still I let you down Its taken so long but now there’s one thing that I’ve found
When everything starts crashing down When all I know falls to the ground When darkness comes and I can't see You're always there to rescue me
When all my strength has turned to fear When I wonder if you're near When I don’t know how to break free You're always there to rescue me
I was just telling jaz yesterday how when i hear this song ringing from my Hp it sounds more like background music.. hehe. oOps. Anyway, i went to see my friendsies at NTU yesterday. I intended to see only 3 people and ended up seeing more.. Like Kimmy, Banana Boo and Jing Yi darling, Julia.. Isn't that amazing. Lols
I remember when I first prayed the sinner's prayer. I think I felt more relieved than anything else because at least i got a one-way ticket to heaven. That was when I was 10 or 11. But faith in God is more than that. Jie Liz prodded and encouraged us to do our QT, to pray and to rely on God. I don't ever think there was a time I ever regreted spending at least 5 minutes a day reading my bible or praying and talking to God. There were of course times when I didn't feel like reading my bible or doing my quiet time. In times of spiritual dryness, there will come a turning point, when I feel that I actually miss God, miss reading the bible and talking to him. For Him who loves me so much that He died for me through the most terrible way possible, I think I can never love Him back to that extent.. I'm still trying though, and reminding myself to try, day by day.
Very very encouraged at how the younger girls are trying. That's one prayer answered=)
my becca flew off to korea today.. 10.30pm. Dear God, please protect my 金龟. i miss her already.. haha. she even called me from the airport.. lols.Of course, using the free phone service in the airport. =P funny how is it, with your girlfriends you can imagine the rest of your life laughing together with them. To the extent of even imagining bunking in with them for the rest of your working life.. haha. I'm waiting for Iris to drive me around. and for jasmine to buy our cave.. then me and 金龟- we shall stay near each other. in the same block. well, that's her plan. or even better, she's saving up for a bungalow for her dog and I'm supposed to live next to her. hehee. it's nice to dream sometimes. yea
Although the fig tree shall not blossom
neither shall fruit be in the vines;
the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat;
the flock shall be cut off from the fold,
and there shall be no herd in the stalls:
Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will rejoice in the God of my salvation.
Habakkuk 3:17-18
This lullaby is only a few words
A simple run of chords
Quiet here in this spare room
But you can hear it, hear it
Wherever you may go
I will let you down
But this lullaby plays on
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This was supposed to be up last week, but it couldnt be posted? so, cross my fingers now. 
the PSI today is 81. ouch. oh wells. This morning in church, I suddenly realised how blessed I was the entire of last week. It wasnt that bad, even though it started off a bit rocky in the beginning. Kinda felt like a tomato being thrown on the floor a few times. Squashed. Ahh. But the fortunately, this tomato is pretty special. Even after being squashed, it'll return to normal after a while. =P ho ho ho.
oOps. I think I scared everyone at cell today by just bursting into tears. I was trying very hard not to. But today's topic really spoke to me. At the begining of the week I was feeling really very helpless, more of with you not being in church, and then the class transfer thing. So how my week went came out in spurts and bits and pieces. I don't know how next week will be, being in the other class and all. But somehow, I always have that faith that everything will work out fine. For sure it'll be different, because the teachers did such a good job of splitting the class the first time round. How bad can it get right. haha.. And then, I was with my classmates from tuesday to thursday, so, my defence mechanism kicked in and kept me from thinking too much.
now it's time for Sarah's virtual scream. ready, get set...
my becca flew off to korea today.. 10.30pm. Dear God, please protect my 金龟. i miss her already.. haha. she even called me from the airport.. lols.Of course, using the free phone service in the airport. =P funny how is it, with your girlfriends you can imagine the rest of your life laughing together with them. To the extent of even imagining bunking in with them for the rest of your working life.. haha. I'm waiting for Iris to drive me around. and for jasmine to buy our cave.. then me and 金龟- we shall stay near each other. in the same block. well, that's her plan. or even better, she's saving up for a bungalow for her dog and I'm supposed to live next to her. hehee. it's nice to dream sometimes. yea