Was pretty stressed the other day.. haha, then the evil sarah popped out. Lemme broadcast a little snippet of what she said to me.
hello again. It's me. Your evil twin. I propose you should be studying right now, but really, you arent. Guess why? Cause I'm typing a email to you. Lemme guess, you have a test/ many tests coming up, but since you're a good-for-nothing lazy bum, you dont feel like studying. There. I hit your weak spot. Kill me. haha. I pretty much doubt you can. You're good. Like you managed to finish your tutorial without me knowing. I would have stopped you like I'm stopping you now. We are good friends aren't we. And good friends share. Let us share and indulge in the unhappiness and negative feelings that your friends have been indulging in.. muahaha. give in, for a little while, that'll be good.
Love, saRAH
And so, this is what i said to her..
my dearest saRAH,
Do you really think that you can win over me? And no, I'm not going to indulge in any negative feelings. not now at least. I finished my tutorial. and managed to keep you away for a couple of hours today. so there. go away you pesky fella. Right, I may be stewpig, but at least I tried. You can't say i didnt. Right now, I am going to sleep. I'm going to do my quiet time and sleep. You can just go to dreamland and stay there with sandman and sluggy.. since you all dont exist. now, SCRAM.
Have you smsed someone expecting a reply but there was none? You know you asked a question and you know that it's not quite possible for a sms to get lost in transition, and you end up waiting and waiting for a reply, but there's none. Maybe you're too egocentric, you think that someone would be just as about excited as reading your message as you were composing and sending it. BUT there's NO reply. Then you start to wonder what's wrong.. Actually, the fact is, that person doesnt have time to reply you. It's not that that person was too busy to reply you, simply put, you dont matter as much as you think you do. Whether that's true or not, it's debatable. Then again, if you mattered, you wouldnt be waiting for long. Would you?
I'm just in the lazy to study mood. which explains this entry. yea. Never eaten carrot cake before. PTT. argh. i think i ate too much for dinner and supper combined. =P
wanted to blog more about the youth camp.. but i cant remember what i want to say. Maybe a thank you would be fine. to everyone who went and participated. To the committee members, Liru and MeiQing for handling most of the games, to Charlene for coming even though she had to work. I wouldnt.. honestly.. haha. and for bothering to cook tang yuan for us, knowing full well that our tang yuans will turn out like stones. ah. To Bra for the concert, along with all the rest of the musicians. Truly, it was enjoyable=) To Roy for making sure the chapel is locked up when the rest of us are upstairs resting. And to Uncle Hong.. I saw him cleaning our tables, making sure that the guys wake up on time, that the activities run smoothly even suggesting games for us to pass time. Finally, to God, who gave us good weather when it was necessary. For taking care of all of us, and for giving us time together.
Projects are tiring.. PW was certainly good training. Imagine trying to get a PW report done in a matter of hours. Yay, finally, we're almost done. Left bits of editing and citations. I was counting some of my blessings in the train today, and I realised how blessed I am to have time for a short nap. oh wells.
Kinda sad, cause there's nothing much to look forward to this weekend. hmm...
i'm back. at last. tired. From Hong Kong and Youth camp.. tonight I can sleep in my bed peacefully.. woohoo. At least the week is over now. I'm quite happy i went for church camp, I nearly wanted to complain about going cause i felt tired of worrying. What a worrywart.
Youth Camp was really refreshing.. all the worship and all the talks. Havent been doing my QT properly for a long time. Glad that the camps' QT was on psalms. When i read through psalms, i never really notice what is written, more of trying to read through as many as possible so that i can finally finish psalms. Other than the Quiet time, i thought my group was absolutely splendid. We won the treasure hunt and the tang yuan competition.. haha. how surprising. Must praise my cousie lydia for being such a fantastic camper.. So spontaneous=) Sean provided many thought-provoking comments during our group discussions.. Nat is resourceful. So like that.
Pray for MQ, Bryan and Tab.. that they'll get better soon. Tab is like so much thinner. aiyo. That's all for now..
Can I scream? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Not that i feel better. oh wells, never mind. I hope the week just passes quickly. My sister just reminded me that everything is in God's plan.. I should stop worrying.
Was pretty stressed the other day.. haha, then the evil sarah popped out. Lemme broadcast a little snippet of what she said to me.
hello again. It's me. Your evil twin. I propose you should be studying right now, but really, you arent. Guess why? Cause I'm typing a email to you. Lemme guess, you have a test/ many tests coming up, but since you're a good-for-nothing lazy bum, you dont feel like studying. There. I hit your weak spot. Kill me. haha. I pretty much doubt you can. You're good. Like you managed to finish your tutorial without me knowing. I would have stopped you like I'm stopping you now. We are good friends aren't we. And good friends share. Let us share and indulge in the unhappiness and negative feelings that your friends have been indulging in.. muahaha. give in, for a little while, that'll be good.
Love, saRAH
And so, this is what i said to her..
my dearest saRAH,
Do you really think that you can win over me? And no, I'm not going to indulge in any negative feelings. not now at least. I finished my tutorial. and managed to keep you away for a couple of hours today. so there. go away you pesky fella. Right, I may be stewpig, but at least I tried. You can't say i didnt. Right now, I am going to sleep. I'm going to do my quiet time and sleep. You can just go to dreamland and stay there with sandman and sluggy.. since you all dont exist. now, SCRAM.
Have you smsed someone expecting a reply but there was none? You know you asked a question and you know that it's not quite possible for a sms to get lost in transition, and you end up waiting and waiting for a reply, but there's none. Maybe you're too egocentric, you think that someone would be just as about excited as reading your message as you were composing and sending it. BUT there's NO reply. Then you start to wonder what's wrong.. Actually, the fact is, that person doesnt have time to reply you. It's not that that person was too busy to reply you, simply put, you dont matter as much as you think you do. Whether that's true or not, it's debatable. Then again, if you mattered, you wouldnt be waiting for long. Would you?
I'm just in the lazy to study mood. which explains this entry. yea. Never eaten carrot cake before. PTT. argh. i think i ate too much for dinner and supper combined. =P
wanted to blog more about the youth camp.. but i cant remember what i want to say. Maybe a thank you would be fine. to everyone who went and participated. To the committee members, Liru and MeiQing for handling most of the games, to Charlene for coming even though she had to work. I wouldnt.. honestly.. haha. and for bothering to cook tang yuan for us, knowing full well that our tang yuans will turn out like stones. ah. To Bra for the concert, along with all the rest of the musicians. Truly, it was enjoyable=) To Roy for making sure the chapel is locked up when the rest of us are upstairs resting. And to Uncle Hong.. I saw him cleaning our tables, making sure that the guys wake up on time, that the activities run smoothly even suggesting games for us to pass time. Finally, to God, who gave us good weather when it was necessary. For taking care of all of us, and for giving us time together.
Projects are tiring.. PW was certainly good training. Imagine trying to get a PW report done in a matter of hours. Yay, finally, we're almost done. Left bits of editing and citations. I was counting some of my blessings in the train today, and I realised how blessed I am to have time for a short nap. oh wells.
Kinda sad, cause there's nothing much to look forward to this weekend. hmm...
i'm back. at last. tired. From Hong Kong and Youth camp.. tonight I can sleep in my bed peacefully.. woohoo. At least the week is over now. I'm quite happy i went for church camp, I nearly wanted to complain about going cause i felt tired of worrying. What a worrywart.
Youth Camp was really refreshing.. all the worship and all the talks. Havent been doing my QT properly for a long time. Glad that the camps' QT was on psalms. When i read through psalms, i never really notice what is written, more of trying to read through as many as possible so that i can finally finish psalms. Other than the Quiet time, i thought my group was absolutely splendid. We won the treasure hunt and the tang yuan competition.. haha. how surprising. Must praise my cousie lydia for being such a fantastic camper.. So spontaneous=) Sean provided many thought-provoking comments during our group discussions.. Nat is resourceful. So like that.
Pray for MQ, Bryan and Tab.. that they'll get better soon. Tab is like so much thinner. aiyo. That's all for now..
Can I scream? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Not that i feel better. oh wells, never mind. I hope the week just passes quickly. My sister just reminded me that everything is in God's plan.. I should stop worrying.
Although the fig tree shall not blossom
neither shall fruit be in the vines;
the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat;
the flock shall be cut off from the fold,
and there shall be no herd in the stalls:
Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will rejoice in the God of my salvation.
Habakkuk 3:17-18
This lullaby is only a few words
A simple run of chords
Quiet here in this spare room
But you can hear it, hear it
Wherever you may go
I will let you down
But this lullaby plays on