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Angel
Sunday, April 30, 2006



This is my favourite cartoon. Go on, laugh. I'm proud to admit I like Bear in the Big Blue House. He's so huge and cuddly=) And he can dance.

I wanted to post a photo of my angel keychain that used to hang proudly from my pencil box, but I can't exactly get out of the chair. Ultra sad, the top of the angel eroded and and the whole thing fell apart just like that during anatomy pract. =( Wing Sing used to point at it saying that it was heartless just like me.. I agree. totally=D Still can't get used to opening my pencil box without that angel..

oh, i saw the book Ms Lee read to us during gp lesson. The Giving Tree. Wanted to buy it, but it'll set me back $30. So never mind.

Time to go watch TV ( what a pog Sarah is.. hohoho) and read and study. yays. Now the problem is, how to walk to the couch.. ouchie.


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Friday, April 28, 2006


long weekends are really nice=) but i have tuition on saturday and monday=( sad.


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3 o clock
Saturday, April 22, 2006



I just got my NTU admission letter.. morale high=).. when i checked my mailbox this morn and I didnt see the letter, I sighed. Even though I dont need the place anymore, but still.. it's a ego thing. Yup, and I got a place in Bioengine.. muahaha. I've made my choice, and I hope it's inline with his will.. Dont want to walk around when i can go straight.

someone tried to trick me just now. and failed quite miserably. sad. how i wish i was more naive (can you sense the sacarsm?).. whoever that was, she got so tickled at her own joke and started laughing like mad. -_-"'

found out the other day that my korkor nearly died. =X. his friend's BMW skidded into the drain. So thankful that he's ok.. And if i didnt message him, i wouldnt have known.. scary.


OT camp was fun.. but tiring. Going back to school on Saturday to a empty campus from 8 to 6 makes you feel tired and sleepy. which is why, it's time to go find sluggy and sandman in dreamland=)


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knife
Friday, April 21, 2006


This knife is good for fish fillet.

muahaha. Dont even think of trying.

School has been, how shall i put it, nice. And i have new friends.. lols. Nice people. Cause i think that if you're in OT, you cant be mean. or ambitious. since, the pay is 'you-know'. And the starting cost is soooo high. me broke le. all those anatomy books.. ah, someone just stab me. It's so gi-normous. so heavy. pity me. haha.

been pretty happy through the week. i think it's cause of the thinking i have to do everyday. Even where to walk is a challenge on it's own. I think whenever i enter the campus, my sense of direction is gone. I do have a sense of direction. Stop rolling your eyes. i repeat, I have a sense of direction. And i wish that we didnt have so many bones or muscles and feelings for that matter. It would make alot of subjects simpler. haha. joking. I shall convince myself that everything is fun and it shall be that way.

time to sleep and find sluggy and sandman in dreamland. How i miss them so...


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top ten trivia
Friday, April 14, 2006




Ten Top Trivia Tips about Sarah!

1. In a pinch, the skin from a shark can be used as sarah.
2. If you keep a goldfish in a dark room, it will eventually turn into sarah!
3. Sarah is 984 feet tall.
4. Koalas sleep for 22 hours a day, two hours more than sarah!
5. It takes a lobster approximately 7 years to grow to be sarah!
6. Sarah is the oldest playable musical instrument in the world.
7. Sarah was banned from Finland because of not wearing pants!
8. American Airlines saved forty thousand dollars a year by eliminating sarah from each salad served in first class!
9. The Asteroid Belt between Mars and Jupiter is made entirely of sarah.
10. Baby swans are called sarah.

As you realise, they are all so funny.. haha. take it with a pinch of salt. I'm not banned from Finland. got it from http://thesurrealist.co.uk/trivia.pl?subject=sarah&gender=f


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i believe
Thursday, April 13, 2006


I heard a story just the other day
About a man who gave his life away for me
Complicated yet it seems so clear
If I open up my heart You'll be so near to me

This song is on the top of the saltshakers music chart. Honestly, even though i have the Planetshakers CD with this song in it, I didnt take much notice of it until i read the lyrics of the song.

simply profound and profoundly simple.

After Easter pract, I walked home in the rain, nicely sheltered by my umbrella. Seems to me, almost every Good friday it rains. (pardon me if I'm wrong).. funny. and then i was thinking if it was because God was sad that the world he had so perfectly made, had turned into such a state.

Then I walked through Toa Payoh Garden. It's so pretty... even though the pond and the steps are green from years of accumulated algae. And especially so because there's really not many people there to spoil the serenity of it all.

love held Him on the cross

I'm glad I have a God that loves me so much. It doesn't matter to him that I'm the girl who can never seem to get anyone's attention when I make a effort to speak. I'm the girl who doesn't seem to have an ounce of ball sense. I'm the girl who can't sing or pitch or whatever. I'm the girl who likes to daydream. I'm the girl who never seems to be smart enough. I'm the girl who tries to make friends by offering my homework in exchange. I'm the girl who cries everytime only infront of you and no one else. I'm the girl who prefers to celebrate my birthday only with you. I'm the girl who never seems to have enough patience. I'm the girl who gets agitated easily and ends up hurting other people. I'm the girl that has not an ounce of prettiness, both inside and out. I'm the girl that has a sadistic streak. I'm the girl that will retaliate and fight back if i have to and cry sercretly infront of you later. I'm the girl that no one understands except you. and I'm the girl who doesnt care about falling in love, doesnt need that significant other someone cause having you is more than enough. Yet while i say all this, I'm also the girl that needs a couple of hard falls from time to time as a reminder, that she only needs you. I'm that girl that God loves so much...


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hozanna
Monday, April 10, 2006



I'm pretty sure his phone was ringing. argh. I'm hallucinating. oh no.

wanted to take off today de. the sandman la. kick me out of dreamland not once but twice.. like that wasnt very nice. waking up at 3amand 4 isnt a very good idea. and when i was up, i felt as if i couldnt wait to wake up for work. This is sad. Now, I'm sitting in front of the comp waiting for the day to end so that i can go home. kinda paiseh to take half day.And why waste money that can be earned in these few hours? Plus, staying here means that i can spread the dreaded bug to a whole lot of people along with the misery that comes with it. *evil laughter*

Yesterday night i went to send my kor kor shintaro off. He talked to me quite a bit.. and neglected his church friends..I'm kinda ashamed of myself for my lack of faith. Shintaro, on the other hand, just keeps trusting God to pave his way Japan. Never mind that the doctrine of his church and mine are quite different. So, my kor kor has been promoted to the rank of Elder Pang. heee. cool. And my perspective of Mel being a cold and indifferent guy hasbeen changed.. he wanted to go send Shintaro off, but unfortunately casue he has to book in by ten.. so can't. Mel is such a sentimental guy.. lols.

Seeing my kor kor leave for Japan makes me want to just pick myself up and whisk me away too. Shin Hung onthe other hand has been going around the region. Like everytime before he ups and goes, he'll tell me where he's going and to keep in contact by email. Hopefully, I'll be able to meet him before he goes to London.

So glad tonight i dont have anything on. Purposely kept this week free so that I can do whatever i want after work.Tired of sniffing and hacking. Ugh. I'm irritating everyone around me. Well, considering that many people took leavetoday.. there's not that many to irritate.

happy birthday hozanna, even thought there's not the slightest chance that you'll ever read this.. I wish you all the better things in life...=)


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what if
Sunday, April 09, 2006


watching the Gospel of Judas on Nat Geo.. i wonder what would have happened if I were born centuries ago, when Christians were prosecuted. I think I would be part of the specator crowd watching and cheering on, instead of being in the torture ground.

yesterday, i saw my darling junior! haha. still as cute as ever=) very indecisive too. We walked round tp central twice before we, no.. SHE decided what to eat. settled for pasta mania and we basically ordered the same thing. that copy cat. haha. But her choice of pasta was some penne thing.. hee. it was, uh.. ya. so we talked about school. genius man, can study 3 days before her exam and still get a decent grade for it. so proud of her =D. miss her lots. like i can be my usual crazy self without feeling self conscious about it, just because she is as crazy as I am. haha.

mm. Shintaro is leaving tmr for Japan. I think i shall go and send him.. miss my kor kor shintaro.


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Thursday, April 06, 2006



Actually it feels kinda sad to be quitting. I mean like I seem to have been working here for ages, making phone calls everyday telling people, Hi! May i speak to XXX . I'm Sarah calling from XXXXX. No more "where are we going to eat today", walking through raffles place mrt. Much as I have to tell myself every morning, "No, Sarah, you cannot take leave today." I think it'll be funny to go back to school again. Admittedly, I still don't like the idea of sitting in the office the whole day. I will miss the one who calls me "ah girl..." , Chris who never fails to tease me everyday for doing something stewpig, the milo dispenser, some very pretty and very sweet colleagues who smile at me everytime they see me, and the rest of the team, plus the friendly receptionists=)

like that lor.



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fish fingers
Monday, April 03, 2006



Frozen fish fingers anyone? It doesn't help that it's raining, and that my manager is on leave. But either way, I will still be frozen and bored. My mum helped me send the enrolment forms by speed mail. All I have to do now is to pray really hard and hope I got myself enrolled. Maybe a miracle would do just fine. *Cross my frozen fish fingers*.

Sometimes I wish that I wasn't wasting time waiting for the day to pass. Time wasted can never be earned back again. People envy me for having nothing to do during work. On the other hand, I envy them because time passes faster for the busy people. Irony.

Still I'm glad the weekend has passed and the sun is shining again. It was a pretty emotional weekend, thanks to that one incident on Friday. Oh dear. Whether fortunately or unfortunately, history will probably repeat itself again. Ooh, I nearly turned the slug and the sandman into stone=D Really sorry to the piece of roasted pork for making it worried the whole weekend.

Before I forget, If you're free on Good Friday, drop in at Public Mansion, CCS for free video. Let me know if you're interested. Yay! Maybe I should consider joining the advertising industry.. haha. Just joking. If I do, consumer spending will drop drastically. People will switch off their TVs. And the world will be in chao... muahahaha


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reminder
Saturday, April 01, 2006


this teddy bear was given to me by my kor kor. I used to leave it in the cupboard cause of the lack of space on my bed, too many soft toys. But yesterday night, I dug it out, thinking of my kor kor. =)

That night, I suddenly missed my brother
That night, I hugged my teddy bear to sleep
I kept it close to me,
thinking it could take away the pain.

That night, tears washed down my face
That night I thought I had a friend,
Waking up, the only thing that seemed real
was the teddy bear on my bed
Maybe, truth appears in the night alone
Cause waking up turns them into lies...

On a brighter note, I saw my senior on my way to Wing Sing's house.. so surprising. =) She hasnt changed much, still can sense the confidence and poise. so happy.. seeing her reminds me of the one thing she said to me so long ago, on my first SYF after we got back the results.

Thank you for the timely reminder. I know what I should do.



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Disclaimer


This lullaby is only a few words
A simple run of chords
Quiet here in this spare room
But you can hear it, hear it
Wherever you may go
I will let you down
But this lullaby plays on

- "This lullaby" by Sarah Dessen

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