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Tuesday, January 31, 2006


toothache i think. milk helps i think. ouch. i cant think straight. tmr must visit the dentist. or else someone will scold me.. haha..

sha and isaac left yesterday.. it almost rained, but pride held it back. =( someone should seriously start inventing a travel machine.. step into it and wham, you're somewhere else. okay, it'll make people lazy and the airline industry will lose lots of money.. we'll just have to wait then.

i'm going koinky. ugh. more milk anyone?


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and the sun shines
Sunday, January 29, 2006






Chinese new year on a sunday feels weird. Maybe cause i've never has CNY on sunday before. super tired after trying to shou ye last night.. and today, not many people came over to grandma's house, so i dozed off on the couch a few times. i think i sound like a pig.eat then sleep, wake up and eat again.. makes me think of jing yi, poor thing, cant enjoy the new year goodies. hope she gets better soon=).


tmr tmr, the sadness of tmr. when people leave, they take a piece of you with them.. so much that it leaves you feeling lost.. But, maybe it's for the better.. sha and isaac have really learnt lots in australia.. like what Jeremiah 29v11 says..
i trust God has great plans for them. =) nevertheless, i'll miss 'em all the same=X


tmr tmr, the sadness and hope of tmr.


sluggy brings sunshine.. haha. cant wait to see sluggy and sandman in dreamland =D


and oh, did i tell you before? i love my LORD. *wide grin*


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Saturday, January 28, 2006


it's DUST FREE. well most of it is... cant reach behind my bed. and there's no way i can move my bed. it's too heavy with all my files underneath. all those A level notes. i hope i dont have to use them again. haPpy. i am one hAppY person.


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i dont want to live on the moon
Thursday, January 26, 2006


Written by Jeff Moss1978 Festival Attractions, Inc. (ASCAP)Sung by Ernie (Jim Henson)
Well, I'd like to visit the moon
On a rocket ship high in the air
Yes, I'd like to visit the moon
But I don't think I'd like to live there
Though I'd like to look down at the earth from above
I would miss all the places and people I love
So although I might like it for one afternoon
I don't want to live on the moon
even when there's nothing really much to miss, i wouldnt stay on the moon too..
I'd like to travel under the sea
I could meet all the fish everywhere
Yes, I'd travel under the sea
But I don't think I'd like to live there
I might stay for a day there if I had my wish
But there's not much to do when your friends are all fish
And an oyster and clam aren't real family
So I don't want to live in the sea
i wouldnt mind the sea though.. my home..
my favourite song from sesame street.. brings back memories=) when the clouds were blue, and making new hi-bye friends were the order of the day. didnt matter none, whether they shared your feelings, as long as you had em to play with that was enough. somehow as you grow older, you get greedy. you want friends who love you. not because you had some advantage to offer them.. friends like that are few.. it's them that make you only want to stay on the moon for one afternoon=)
today, instead of sandman and sluggy, i shall go visit my family. my clam and oyster. all under the sea..


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Wednesday, January 25, 2006



haven't blogged for a super long time.. yet there's so much to say but no words to tell it all. i miss nineteen-oh-four. i just bumped into kimmy the other day.. hee. so qiao. seeing her really brightened my day=) that's all for now..

i shall go join sluggy and sandman in dreamland.. my favourite time of the day..haha


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Claustrophobic
Tuesday, January 17, 2006



oh oh .. i went to chinatown yesterday to visit darling cheryl.. hehe.. chinatown is super crowded. like duh. it's almost CNY, and there is shopping to be done for many. that's why i never visit chinatown during CNY.. too crowded. And the hawker food there is over-priced. really. like more ex than air-conditioned foodcourts.. which is sad. it's a place where tourists flock to.. at least they should be served yummy food at decent prices. But it's hard, with the rental i guess.
Cheryl darling treated me to dessert.. should be the other way round cause i just got my pay.. shh.. dont tell a soul. my first pay goes to God anyway.. so like that. dont expect a treat kays. maybe next month. And i saw Jerusha and Isaac=) aiming at innocent tourists. no la, they're doing the tourism board a favour..



sluggy will be stuck in the grass patch for one week.. slug messenging system will be down. haha.. nvm. there's still the sandman. ya. can send dreams. ho ho ho



time to find sandman and sluggy in dreamland=)


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apples look like apples
Sunday, January 15, 2006



there's work again tmr.. try as hard as i might not to complain.. i'm still doing it.. argh. the weekend passes too quickly. sluggy was stuck in the grass.. and there, sluggy was pacing through the grass the whole night. Now i have to wait another week to talk to sluggy again.. =) ah well. Yet i hope that this week will pass slowly cause some people have to go back to australia soon... i'll be terribly sad when those two days come=(

oh oh.. what Isaac shared today during YF was really inspiring... timely reminder too. not to get too caught up in the i-want-a-better-job attitude.. tmr, i shall go to work with a smile, and finish my work with grim determination. yups. i'm after all working for the Boss up there. =)

time to join the slug and the sandman in dreamland... they're there waiting for me. but not before i finish my QT.. haha.


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jin- shei
Friday, January 13, 2006




i've poured through ' The secrets of Jin-shei' for the past four nights and i'm still not done with it.. like reading from 12am to 2 in the morning.. But it's really good=) jin- shei means sisters of my heart.. it's a promise for life.. kinda cool, to have girl-friends so close.. but it may come with a price.. cause when your jin- shei sister asks you for a favour in the name of jin-shei, you have to do it, no matter the cost..

"i was loved by those who were born to love me- my mother, my children- and by those who chose to love me- my husband, and the sisters of my heart. I shared my own life with a Healer, an alchemist, a Sage, a Soldier, a Gypsy, a rebel leader, a loving ghost, and an empress who dreamed of immortality and nearly destroyed us all. The years of sisterhood. The jin-shei years."

- from "The secrets sof jin-shei" by Alma Alexander

It's 492 pages long.. so be warned.. haha.. kks, i'm off to finish the book=) and then can go look for sluggy and sandman at the end of the rainbow.



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and i waited and waited
Monday, January 09, 2006


sluggy came and went.. ah. must wait again. i feel like eating grapes. eh, no. should be i feel like eating a grape.. then again, i'm bored. very very bored. with no student concession, going out is horrible. i'd rather stay at home and rot.. it'll be like that till i grow old enough to qualify for senior citizens concession.. haha. ugh. complaining fits the weather today.rainy. it's been raining for days. nice to sleep in and grow fat. what shall i do? what shall i do? no sluggy.. miss sluggy. =(


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cynical skeptical suspicious doubtful disbelieving
disapproving scornful belittle disdain upbeat


the GP department gave us the list just before A's.. thought it was kinda cool, even though they are all negative save for upbeat.. there's more though..
words to describe tone:
sarcastic irritated
disgusted irate hatred troubled contempt complaining
appalled distressed condescending delighted patronizing hopeful
mocking ridicule sympathetic scathing apathetic empathetic


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=X
Thursday, January 05, 2006



that's exactly how i feel right now. ee. dont ask me why. and it's not PMS. haha


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tmr tmr tmr, the fears of tmr
Wednesday, January 04, 2006




tmr, some people are going to get a haircut.. ah.. even though i dont see them everyday nor do i talk to them very often, the thought of them going off for NS and not being able to see them as and when, makes rushing down from work all the way to suntec worthwhile=) mightily expensive too. like it's so nice being a student, enjoying the concession and all. now, taking the train costs like almost twice as much.

anyway, that's not the point. the point is i had fun, even when i was the only girl there.. haha. wing sing wasnt very happy. ho ho ho..what can i say. caught a movie. it was uh... ok. The guys learnt some very important lessons on what to do when you have a affair.. =X ya. that's about it.

thanks for wearing the pull over.. *smiles* it's nice to feel appreciated

going to join sluggy who's already in dreamland with the sandman.



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it went b o i n g
Monday, January 02, 2006



was supposed to go running this morn with kor kor.. haha. but he didnt wake up. so i didnt bother too.. muahaha. lazy me. but we went to play basketball in the afternoon. ah. ok fine. we didnt exactly play basketball. kor kor taught me how to throw the ball and all.. yah. enlightened.. and i didnt get hit by the ball.. muahaha. for the first time. but that's not the end of the story cause when i got home, the lock kiaped my finger.. ouchie. silly me. haha. what a laugh.

can't wait to play with sluggy again in dreamland.. and the sandman.


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That's good enough.
Sunday, January 01, 2006


it's the new year, but there's surprisingly nothing very much to feel. yes, like what everyone else does, it's time to do reflections.. and thank God for the year=D

5 friends i'd thank God for in the past year:

i think firstly it should rightfully go to Jeremy. i cant remember how many times he's cheered me up.. like what i say, he's there at the wrong place at the right time.. like before SYF, and after i thought i lost a friendship, just before A's when everyone was stressing me with their questions.. when i couldnt get to sleep after i watched the exorcism of emily rose... i've been really blessed with a friend like him.


and then my MSN buddy, yh.. i'm amazed at how someone can read my mind even when i dont say much.. haha. i think this is what it means by being on the same wavelength. totally cool. =D


Mabel=) i went to meet her today, and i cant say how glad i was to see her.. during church, i really felt like crying.. no offence to anyone but, it really stings to know that someone despises you cause you cant handle a ball.. and it's not that i cant, i just dont bother ever trying.. and i'm not sure if i ever want to. at that point in time, i really wanted her to appear right infront of me..cause for one, she doesnt care about what i can do or cannot do, she just loves me for who i am.. i dont have to hide anything from her.. probably cause we are on the same wavelength too.. =)


shallin, banana boo. For all the lovely smses.. esp before A's.. that dont contain a ounce of "sarah, how do you solve this" .. it's not that i mind answering anybody's qns.. it's just that it's very taxing to have to be the one that knows every little detail and why. no offence.


Jing Yi.. my deskmate.. hehe.. i think she has to tolerate the most nonsense from me..and listen to me tell her about the yellow envelope person.. and her hardworking-ness kept me going when i felt like slacking.. must thank her for the cross stitch she made too.. super nice la. i'm touched=)

people i've missed in 2005
1. liz jie=)


2. 4A.. esp people like ee teng, wendi, shahira, meera, jasmine, sally, nurul, ngeeleng, yiwen and huilin..etc


3. clarinet section.. haha, and who would ever thought.. basically, miss jia jia and my third clari peeps plus jaclyn


4. nineteen- oh- four.. esp after class outings


5. guan yue and all the KFC meals plus 77th street visits


6. salt shakers.. think we've really bonded in the past year.. more than other years.


7. cynthia, lenni and kelvin.. for keeping in touch. my friends since i was like pri 3? wah. that's half my lifetime le


8. and before i forget, chansey.. haha..


For the record, i must really thank God for bringing me through A's.. all those days in the little studyroom in the CC and on the floor of my room. For not giving up even though i've never been a good girl..He's always there for me.. to listen to me. to dry my tears and to laugh with me.


my new year resolutions? i wont put them here.. i think i'll write it on a card and put it in my wallet..


2005. long year. but we've made it through. that's good enough.


oh, the question ' are you ok, not?' was probably the most frequently asked question last year.. to all the concerned, honestly, if i want you to know that i'm not ok, i would have volunteered the info.. but if i dont, i'm probably just thinking hard.. or stoning. thanks for your concern though.



time to find sluggy at the end of the rainbow with the sandman. *happy*


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This lullaby is only a few words
A simple run of chords
Quiet here in this spare room
But you can hear it, hear it
Wherever you may go
I will let you down
But this lullaby plays on

- "This lullaby" by Sarah Dessen

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