it's the new year, but there's surprisingly nothing very much to feel. yes, like what everyone else does, it's time to do reflections.. and thank God for the year=D
5 friends i'd thank God for in the past year:
i think firstly it should rightfully go to Jeremy. i cant remember how many times he's cheered me up.. like what i say, he's there at the wrong place at the right time.. like before SYF, and after i thought i lost a friendship, just before A's when everyone was stressing me with their questions.. when i couldnt get to sleep after i watched the exorcism of emily rose... i've been really blessed with a friend like him.
and then my MSN buddy, yh.. i'm amazed at how someone can read my mind even when i dont say much.. haha. i think this is what it means by being on the same wavelength. totally cool. =D
Mabel=) i went to meet her today, and i cant say how glad i was to see her.. during church, i really felt like crying.. no offence to anyone but, it really stings to know that someone despises you cause you cant handle a ball.. and it's not that i cant, i just dont bother ever trying.. and i'm not sure if i ever want to. at that point in time, i really wanted her to appear right infront of me..cause for one, she doesnt care about what i can do or cannot do, she just loves me for who i am.. i dont have to hide anything from her.. probably cause we are on the same wavelength too.. =)
shallin, banana boo. For all the lovely smses.. esp before A's.. that dont contain a ounce of "sarah, how do you solve this" .. it's not that i mind answering anybody's qns.. it's just that it's very taxing to have to be the one that knows every little detail and why. no offence.
Jing Yi.. my deskmate.. hehe.. i think she has to tolerate the most nonsense from me..and listen to me tell her about the yellow envelope person.. and her hardworking-ness kept me going when i felt like slacking.. must thank her for the cross stitch she made too.. super nice la. i'm touched=)
people i've missed in 2005 1. liz jie=)
2. 4A.. esp people like ee teng, wendi, shahira, meera, jasmine, sally, nurul, ngeeleng, yiwen and huilin..etc
3. clarinet section.. haha, and who would ever thought.. basically, miss jia jia and my third clari peeps plus jaclyn
4. nineteen- oh- four.. esp after class outings
5. guan yue and all the KFC meals plus 77th street visits
6. salt shakers.. think we've really bonded in the past year.. more than other years.
7. cynthia, lenni and kelvin.. for keeping in touch. my friends since i was like pri 3? wah. that's half my lifetime le
8. and before i forget, chansey.. haha..
For the record, i must really thank God for bringing me through A's.. all those days in the little studyroom in the CC and on the floor of my room. For not giving up even though i've never been a good girl..He's always there for me.. to listen to me. to dry my tears and to laugh with me.
my new year resolutions? i wont put them here.. i think i'll write it on a card and put it in my wallet..
2005. long year. but we've made it through. that's good enough.
oh, the question ' are you ok, not?' was probably the most frequently asked question last year.. to all the concerned, honestly, if i want you to know that i'm not ok, i would have volunteered the info.. but if i dont, i'm probably just thinking hard.. or stoning. thanks for your concern though.
time to find sluggy at the end of the rainbow with the sandman. *happy*
it's the new year, but there's surprisingly nothing very much to feel. yes, like what everyone else does, it's time to do reflections.. and thank God for the year=D
5 friends i'd thank God for in the past year:
i think firstly it should rightfully go to Jeremy. i cant remember how many times he's cheered me up.. like what i say, he's there at the wrong place at the right time.. like before SYF, and after i thought i lost a friendship, just before A's when everyone was stressing me with their questions.. when i couldnt get to sleep after i watched the exorcism of emily rose... i've been really blessed with a friend like him.
and then my MSN buddy, yh.. i'm amazed at how someone can read my mind even when i dont say much.. haha. i think this is what it means by being on the same wavelength. totally cool. =D
Mabel=) i went to meet her today, and i cant say how glad i was to see her.. during church, i really felt like crying.. no offence to anyone but, it really stings to know that someone despises you cause you cant handle a ball.. and it's not that i cant, i just dont bother ever trying.. and i'm not sure if i ever want to. at that point in time, i really wanted her to appear right infront of me..cause for one, she doesnt care about what i can do or cannot do, she just loves me for who i am.. i dont have to hide anything from her.. probably cause we are on the same wavelength too.. =)
shallin, banana boo. For all the lovely smses.. esp before A's.. that dont contain a ounce of "sarah, how do you solve this" .. it's not that i mind answering anybody's qns.. it's just that it's very taxing to have to be the one that knows every little detail and why. no offence.
Jing Yi.. my deskmate.. hehe.. i think she has to tolerate the most nonsense from me..and listen to me tell her about the yellow envelope person.. and her hardworking-ness kept me going when i felt like slacking.. must thank her for the cross stitch she made too.. super nice la. i'm touched=)
people i've missed in 2005 1. liz jie=)
2. 4A.. esp people like ee teng, wendi, shahira, meera, jasmine, sally, nurul, ngeeleng, yiwen and huilin..etc
3. clarinet section.. haha, and who would ever thought.. basically, miss jia jia and my third clari peeps plus jaclyn
4. nineteen- oh- four.. esp after class outings
5. guan yue and all the KFC meals plus 77th street visits
6. salt shakers.. think we've really bonded in the past year.. more than other years.
7. cynthia, lenni and kelvin.. for keeping in touch. my friends since i was like pri 3? wah. that's half my lifetime le
8. and before i forget, chansey.. haha..
For the record, i must really thank God for bringing me through A's.. all those days in the little studyroom in the CC and on the floor of my room. For not giving up even though i've never been a good girl..He's always there for me.. to listen to me. to dry my tears and to laugh with me.
my new year resolutions? i wont put them here.. i think i'll write it on a card and put it in my wallet..
2005. long year. but we've made it through. that's good enough.
oh, the question ' are you ok, not?' was probably the most frequently asked question last year.. to all the concerned, honestly, if i want you to know that i'm not ok, i would have volunteered the info.. but if i dont, i'm probably just thinking hard.. or stoning. thanks for your concern though.
time to find sluggy at the end of the rainbow with the sandman. *happy*
Although the fig tree shall not blossom
neither shall fruit be in the vines;
the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat;
the flock shall be cut off from the fold,
and there shall be no herd in the stalls:
Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will rejoice in the God of my salvation.
Habakkuk 3:17-18
This lullaby is only a few words
A simple run of chords
Quiet here in this spare room
But you can hear it, hear it
Wherever you may go
I will let you down
But this lullaby plays on
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That's good enough.
it's the new year, but there's surprisingly nothing very much to feel. yes, like what everyone else does, it's time to do reflections.. and thank God for the year=D
