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so, was it just a feeling?
Tuesday, December 13, 2005



sometimes i really wonder why Jesus had to die on the cross for me. like hello? i'm one of the worst human beings' the world could ever have.. maybe one fine day i'll get to ask him.. to hear it from him, even though i think i know why.. he'll say something like, "it's because i love you."

it's heartening to know that someone loves you sooo much. but to love him back just as much, do i really have that? how can i sin knowing full well that everytime i do, it's like crucifying him all over again? i wonder.

Christianity is not about feeling good, that you make a effort to go to church every sunday, do CIP and stuff like. i like what Josh Mcdowell said today at the yoth rally. going to church doesn't make you a christian any more than going to macs makes you a big mac . while i believe that faith should be the foundation of my walk with God, knowing evidence that what i believe in is true, is important too. if you need the evidence, ask me.. haha. i have Lee Strobel's "the case for faith"

i cant understand how people can look at the cell and not believe that a greater being exists. i simply do not believe that you can derive your cell DNA from the great bang.. or through natural evolution.. or pigs might fly. the third law of thermodynamics states that the entropy of a perfect crystal is zero at absolute zero temperature. absolute zero temperature is virtually impossible to achieve.. so every molecule is vibrating all the time.. i think it's pretty cool, that right down to the molecular level, everything trembles in the presence of God.



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