There's a pile of things to be done and all I feel like doing is hiding myself underneath the covers of my bed. heh, the only thing i checked off my list is shower.
I feel bad for not picking up. But then again I don't feel like calling back. That's why I'm monster. BUT, i did. I can't stand knowing that there might be a possibility that you might remotely feel that 1% of guilt for 'flying my airplane' You know, let's just meet next season. Don't know why I'm that lazy when it comes to meeting this category of friends (did I mention they happen to be guys)- people whom you have to work around their time all the time, and whenever you call them it feels like you're taking away their time. Sounds familiar? it sounds exactly like me. One day, I might decide to 'fall out' with me. :D
I'm just thinking, looking at some of the people I deal with everyday, maybe just maybe it seems like a good idea to stop watching so many dramas and be contented with my work-sleep routine every week and not add anything new to it.
I really look forward to seeing heens and sister on Monday.
God made me bigger sized all for good reason :) you see it helps when you've got a bit more muscle strength when you have to do 150 reps of chest compressions. it's great that me arms don't ache.
yesterday i spent it praying for random things, like getting there on time, being able to pass on the first attempt, being able to go home early, having my group mates pass too. Funny how it seemed like we fit together so nicely. Just for that day. There was 5 of us plus the instructor. Maybe cause we had a common goal. Didn't know much about everyone, but we all knew the acronyms, the sequences.
:) I actually do mind when the same relative tells me that I've grown fatter since he's seen me last year and that I should exercise more (and I've got others that tell me that I've lost weight). Which explains why I have to keep giving thanks for my bear-like size. I try not to mind, I try to rationalize. every year I just find myself trying to think of ways to 'get back at him'. Maybe the best solution is just not to end up having any conversation with him. It's time to just hibernate during CNY. Like a bear.
like most of my spoils from Botanical Gardens. Except WHYYYYYY did God create mosquitoes. OF ALL CREATURES. free blood donation.
this is a written reminder to buy HOSE RINGS. I should just really not complain and whine though I really want to. Maybe it's just you. why is it so hard?
exhausted with a tad of joy. full on 2 weeks of just working and meeting people. it's nice seeing sydney friendsies. just so happens that two special someones fly back to and fro sydney around this decjanfeb period. Thank God for good girl friends whom you can shop, talk and eat kfc with.
Thank God for good guy friends as well. Though I always say that my guy friends are seasonal (well, they are mostly), it's nice to meet them in season. too often and then we might get irritated at each other you know.
someone came up and asked something most perplexing this week. How strange. and yet I have no idea how to respond. It came as a shock, cause I actually thought about the same thing the night before.
for a moment, i thought the pic on the top of the blogskin was gone. apparently i do try to be a little more tech savy and I saved the picture on photobucket. so it's now restored!
i miss having my camera. oh where have you hidden yourself??? surely my room doesn't have that many hiding places.
:) on one sleepless night. It'll be nice to sit and nua with a glass of milk and SUBWAY cookie. It's nice to sit with your one and only favourite sister and listen to old school music. and think about Nehemiah.
funny how things seem to fall into place. Like finding the things that I need. Like SBC sending a passage on Nehemiah.
alrights. time to sleep. Even without the cookies.
long due! ahaha.. as usual, i'm late. I try not to be though, unless people meet me after work.
2010 spent half here and half there. Both halves were equally good, with lessons learnt
I remember the long rides to and fro keith, the anticipation of going back to Adelaide on weekends, the quietness and satisfaction of just spending the weekend with Lucy.
I remember getting stranded twice. which is funny and not (at that time it wasn't) and how there are angels in disguise cause my dear God watches over his children.
I remember my birthday and how my friends put in effort to make me happy. :) In hindsight though it might not have seemed like it, I was happy. really.
I remember the two weeks in tassie, and how love is so important.
Then there's a week here and there in Marden on the floor.
coming back it was a frenzy of trying to get a job asap. I can't really remember what happened in sequence between then and now, except with the few days of P coming over, of my grandma having her op, of exercising and dinners and meeting friends from here and there. Even the mcfrenzied days of work comes and goes, it's just there and then that you feel like you need a heap of prayers. oh oh, there was this 6 weeks of purpose and having lessons at SBC:) I like. Maybe cause I got a good grade. HA. but I like anyway cause I got to see heeny and her sister and friend.
If you compare last year and the start of this year, last year was definitely a rest year. Oh well. back to doing crazy things.
spent my lovely morning breezing to tpy methodist church. IT'S SO NEAR. love it. the distance i mean. and I was glad to have spent it listening about the book of Haggai. 2 more tmr. I do hope I make it in time.
Other than that I slept my day away. Trying to recharge myself for thursday, friday and saturday. I dread Saturday sadly.
Last night spent it chilling with Nal. :) happy.
Monday night was fun with colleagues. :) happy.
Tonight: on the couch watching new episodes of Phineas and Ferb. :) happy.
There's a pile of things to be done and all I feel like doing is hiding myself underneath the covers of my bed. heh, the only thing i checked off my list is shower.
I feel bad for not picking up. But then again I don't feel like calling back. That's why I'm monster. BUT, i did. I can't stand knowing that there might be a possibility that you might remotely feel that 1% of guilt for 'flying my airplane' You know, let's just meet next season. Don't know why I'm that lazy when it comes to meeting this category of friends (did I mention they happen to be guys)- people whom you have to work around their time all the time, and whenever you call them it feels like you're taking away their time. Sounds familiar? it sounds exactly like me. One day, I might decide to 'fall out' with me. :D
I'm just thinking, looking at some of the people I deal with everyday, maybe just maybe it seems like a good idea to stop watching so many dramas and be contented with my work-sleep routine every week and not add anything new to it.
I really look forward to seeing heens and sister on Monday.
God made me bigger sized all for good reason :) you see it helps when you've got a bit more muscle strength when you have to do 150 reps of chest compressions. it's great that me arms don't ache.
yesterday i spent it praying for random things, like getting there on time, being able to pass on the first attempt, being able to go home early, having my group mates pass too. Funny how it seemed like we fit together so nicely. Just for that day. There was 5 of us plus the instructor. Maybe cause we had a common goal. Didn't know much about everyone, but we all knew the acronyms, the sequences.
:) I actually do mind when the same relative tells me that I've grown fatter since he's seen me last year and that I should exercise more (and I've got others that tell me that I've lost weight). Which explains why I have to keep giving thanks for my bear-like size. I try not to mind, I try to rationalize. every year I just find myself trying to think of ways to 'get back at him'. Maybe the best solution is just not to end up having any conversation with him. It's time to just hibernate during CNY. Like a bear.
like most of my spoils from Botanical Gardens. Except WHYYYYYY did God create mosquitoes. OF ALL CREATURES. free blood donation.
this is a written reminder to buy HOSE RINGS. I should just really not complain and whine though I really want to. Maybe it's just you. why is it so hard?
exhausted with a tad of joy. full on 2 weeks of just working and meeting people. it's nice seeing sydney friendsies. just so happens that two special someones fly back to and fro sydney around this decjanfeb period. Thank God for good girl friends whom you can shop, talk and eat kfc with.
Thank God for good guy friends as well. Though I always say that my guy friends are seasonal (well, they are mostly), it's nice to meet them in season. too often and then we might get irritated at each other you know.
someone came up and asked something most perplexing this week. How strange. and yet I have no idea how to respond. It came as a shock, cause I actually thought about the same thing the night before.
for a moment, i thought the pic on the top of the blogskin was gone. apparently i do try to be a little more tech savy and I saved the picture on photobucket. so it's now restored!
i miss having my camera. oh where have you hidden yourself??? surely my room doesn't have that many hiding places.
:) on one sleepless night. It'll be nice to sit and nua with a glass of milk and SUBWAY cookie. It's nice to sit with your one and only favourite sister and listen to old school music. and think about Nehemiah.
funny how things seem to fall into place. Like finding the things that I need. Like SBC sending a passage on Nehemiah.
alrights. time to sleep. Even without the cookies.
long due! ahaha.. as usual, i'm late. I try not to be though, unless people meet me after work.
2010 spent half here and half there. Both halves were equally good, with lessons learnt
I remember the long rides to and fro keith, the anticipation of going back to Adelaide on weekends, the quietness and satisfaction of just spending the weekend with Lucy.
I remember getting stranded twice. which is funny and not (at that time it wasn't) and how there are angels in disguise cause my dear God watches over his children.
I remember my birthday and how my friends put in effort to make me happy. :) In hindsight though it might not have seemed like it, I was happy. really.
I remember the two weeks in tassie, and how love is so important.
Then there's a week here and there in Marden on the floor.
coming back it was a frenzy of trying to get a job asap. I can't really remember what happened in sequence between then and now, except with the few days of P coming over, of my grandma having her op, of exercising and dinners and meeting friends from here and there. Even the mcfrenzied days of work comes and goes, it's just there and then that you feel like you need a heap of prayers. oh oh, there was this 6 weeks of purpose and having lessons at SBC:) I like. Maybe cause I got a good grade. HA. but I like anyway cause I got to see heeny and her sister and friend.
If you compare last year and the start of this year, last year was definitely a rest year. Oh well. back to doing crazy things.
spent my lovely morning breezing to tpy methodist church. IT'S SO NEAR. love it. the distance i mean. and I was glad to have spent it listening about the book of Haggai. 2 more tmr. I do hope I make it in time.
Other than that I slept my day away. Trying to recharge myself for thursday, friday and saturday. I dread Saturday sadly.
Last night spent it chilling with Nal. :) happy.
Monday night was fun with colleagues. :) happy.
Tonight: on the couch watching new episodes of Phineas and Ferb. :) happy.
Although the fig tree shall not blossom
neither shall fruit be in the vines;
the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat;
the flock shall be cut off from the fold,
and there shall be no herd in the stalls:
Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will rejoice in the God of my salvation.
Habakkuk 3:17-18
This lullaby is only a few words
A simple run of chords
Quiet here in this spare room
But you can hear it, hear it
Wherever you may go
I will let you down
But this lullaby plays on
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answers to life
God made me bigger sized all for good reason :) you see it helps when you've got a bit more muscle strength when you have to do 150 reps of chest compressions. it's great that me arms don't ache. 
like most of my spoils from Botanical Gardens. Except WHYYYYYY did God create mosquitoes. OF ALL CREATURES. free blood donation. 
spent my lovely morning breezing to tpy methodist church. IT'S SO NEAR. love it. the distance i mean. and I was glad to have spent it listening about the book of Haggai. 2 more tmr. I do hope I make it in time. 